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02:29pm 18/07/2005
mood: bouncy
hey everyone

for me aim isnt working right now and ive been trying to get a hold of everyone just wanted to say i have my 18th bday party on sunday from 4-8 and if you wanted to go let me know either by replying to this or calling me at 330 722 5665
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im back again   
07:49pm 22/05/2005
mood: lonely
hey everyone its been a while since ive been on this and hopefully you havent foroteen about me because i havent forgotten about any of you. im updating since im sitting here home alone and ashley is at her dads. ive been listening to my old cd's and it makes me miss everyone and just reminds me of all memories ive had. listening to a song then having a flashback to a past event. i mean sure most of them werent the best but i miss them and all the people associated with them. sorry that im just whining but theres nowhere else to let it out but here bc i wont get bitched at for it and you guys will hopefully be at least happy to hear from me and to know im still alive. my moms getting married june 27th on the queen nautica, we are moving into the new house in december. yea i kno, moving again. im gonna be finishing out my senior year at buckeye high...wont be the same as revere or medina. i should prolly stop my bitching and moaning and just get on with my life. bye peoples
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10:50pm 06/04/2005
  dont really read this becuase my printer sucks so im putting it here so i can print it out at school

Asher Cordill
Mr. Thompson
3rd period
My future

throughout my life in high school I’ve learned a lot of things and sure, it did help me out a lot… even though I had to go on the 4 and a half year plan. I never studied at all but hey, that’s just how I was. All I would really need to do is pay attention in class and I would be set. I was never a real talkative person but towards the end I got a lot more social and when I moved into medina I met Ashley. I hardly ever did homework until I went into drug court where I had to do my homework or I would get in trouble. My GPA was never really too high because I never did my homework. On standardized tests I did very well because I was a smart kid who never really applied himself too much. I was always good in math because I could literally sleep in class and when nobody could answer the question the teacher had I would wake up look at the lesion and answer the question and go back to sleep. I wasn’t too good in history because all the teachers do would be just lecture and that would lose my attention real fast. I never really had too much of an interest in school unless they would be talking about drugs explosive or things of that nature. My personal interests consisted on learning about drugs because they always fascinated me and when I was in high school when kids had questions about them they would always come to me with their questions. Some of my other interests consisted of working with my hands because with hands on experience I always learned the quickest and best. While I was in school my job thoughts started of as a riot police man because I thought you would get paid to beat people and I thought it was a cool job. Later on I was thinking about a fireworks maker because I was interested in gunpowder and watching things explode. as time went on I wanted to be a welder/ metal worker because I always wanted to be able to make thing and have them in my house and when people asked where I got it I could say I made it. I always have pride in showing off things that I have made because I love seeing the people’s faces when they admire my work. Most recently I have gotten interested in automotive work because of the car I had at the time (95 Camaro). When there would be a problem I would have a friend help fix it and he would show me how to fix it. While I had the car I learned how to replace brakes, serpentine belt, lights, oil, oil filter, and coolant control. after I learned how to do all of these things it made me realize that this would be a useful job if my car ever broke down and it can make some serious money because most people don’t know cars that well and just take them to a shop and have them fix it. Currently, I am in medina career center taking the automotive course learning about engines and how they work and it is very cool. I think my life will be a good one in the future because I will have a lot more knowledge and be able to make better choices and my dream of how I want my life to be is quickly becoming more of a reality.
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10:53pm 14/02/2005
mood: chipper

yea thats right after god knows how many months ive finally gotten back on the comp and been able to get into my email to get my password. fuckin school not allowing us to go into emails... but anyways today is valintines day and i did a buncha stuff for ashley..i love her so much. it seems this month hasnt been the best but meh. hmmm. my mom finding out my grades were bad, losing my job because ashleys mom is getting a new one, got a arrested and im gonna have to go to court to have drug charges put against me, and food poisoning a few times in one week but hey, what doesnt kill you only makes you stronger right? but seriously, lifes been goin so good that none of this shit bothers me. i always thought that moving somewhere would be horrible but after a while you get to know ppl and you fall into your own little click and everything seems perfect. theres a couple ppl here that we are all so good friends that we consider each other family and we refer to each others moms as mom. but just remember everyone out there in revere one of these days i will randomly just be at the school waiting to see everyone..
05:21pm 01/12/2004
mood: loved
well im finally back on the computer and its been fun. tomorrow is me and ashley's one month. this will be my longest relationshipand has been going so smooth. my car is workin fine, job at GE in brunstucky is goin good. i'll update more later..ttyl
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11:57pm 27/10/2004
  the things i do when im bored out of my mind. i went to see the grudge today n it was good except for the fact there were some stupid girls talking. the first time shhh. second time SHHHH. third time i stand up look at them at yell "SHUT THE HELL UP, IM TRYING TO WATCH THE MOVIE!" they shut up and my dad got a kick out of it. i got home and i was bored so to put it in short my stomach and chest are now hairless, cant wait to see what kind of reaction i get of of ppl. personally it looks weird bc im not used to it and to me it makes me look like a little boy but thats just me. well im off  
10:16am 16/10/2004
mood: calm
x for the ones that are true ...

[X] I miss somebody right now.
[X] I don't watch much TV these days.
[X] I love olives.
[X] I love sleeping.
[ ] I own lots of books
[X] I wear glasses or contact lenses.
[X] I love to play video games.
[X] I've tried marijuana.
[X] I've watched porn movies.
[ ] I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship.
[X] I believe honesty is usually the best policy.
[X] I have acne free skin. sorta
[] I like and respect Al Sharpton.
[X] I curse frequently.
[X] I have changed a lot mentally over the last year.
[X] I have a hobby.
[] I've been told I: (women) have an applebottom, (men) am packing.
[X] I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.
[X] I'm really, really smart (in certain subjects i can owed you all
[ ] I've never broken someone's bones.
[X] I have a secret that I am ashamed to reveal.
[] I hate the rain.
[X] I'm paranoid at times.
[ ] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
[X] I need money right now!
[ ] I love Sushi.
[ ] I talk really, really fast.
[ ] I have semi-long hair. (used to...i miss my head banging hair, but it will be back)
[ ] I have lost money in Las Vegas.
[X] I have at least one brother and/or one sister.
[ ] I was born in a country outside of the U.S.
[ ] I shave my legs (females) or face (males) on a regular basis (whenever i feel i should)
[ ] I have a twin.
[ ] I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past.
[ ] I couldn't survive without Caller I.D.
[X] I like the way that I look sometimes.
[X] I have lied to a good friend in the last 6 months
[ ] I know how to cornrow.
[ ] I am usually pessimistic.
[ ] I have a lot of mood swings.
[ ] I think prostitution should be legalized.
[ ] I think Britney Spears is hot.
[ ] I have cheated on a significant other in the past
[X] I have hidden talent.
[ ] I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar I have.
[ ] I think that I'm popular.
[ ] I am currently single. (not anymore :D)
[ ] I have kissed someone of the same sex.
[X] I enjoy talking on the phone.
[ ] I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.
[ ] I love to shop.
[ ] I would rather shop than eat
[ ] I would classify myself as ghetto.
[ ] I'm bourgie and have worn a sweater tied around my shoulders.
[X] I'm obsessed with my Xanga or Livejournal.
[X] I don't hate anyone.
[ ] I'm a pretty good dancer.
[ ] I don't think Mike Tyson raped Desiree Washington. (Who?)
[ ] I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother
[ ] I have a cell phone.
[ ] I believe in God. ...DEFINITELY!
[ ] I watch MTV on a daily basis.
[X] I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.
[ ] I love drama. (cant stand it bc theres always too much of it)
[ ] I have never been in a real relationship before.
[ ] I've rejected someone before.
10:56pm 15/10/2004
mood: super uber happy
tonight was a good night
09:16pm 13/10/2004
  ok, so i got insurance but i need to get a *grunts* physical..im taking the day off school tomorrow to go get it and im drivin my car there. fun fun well im off  
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11:49pm 12/10/2004
  ok i got a quote for my car insurance but it dun look too good. for full coverage with $250 liability its $1256 for 6 months and with just the liability its $772 for 6 months. compaired to my mom and my bros thats a lot, but for a camaro and me being a new driver its closer to normal but still a little expensive. i know why there are riceboys now..i did the math n if i got about $60 a week id have 1080 by 6 months thats about 72% of my cash going to my car n then there will be the cost of a phone bc my mom will want to know where i am but o well guess thats life for you  
08:49pm 10/10/2004
mood: loved
well this has been a good week :D. saturday i got my plates n went to bobbo's house and he looked at my brakes to see how long they have and to get a shit load of rust off so they work better and last longer. then i spent the night at an old friends house, and damnit, that online animation series will be great. woke up there, went to mc donlads for food. i went over to terra's house to hang out, and im offically not single. been a good week so far n all i need to do is get a work permit and i'll also not be jobless. :D:D
09:44pm 06/10/2004
mood: content
well things seemed to have skyrocketed lately..in a good way. i finally got a job. casheer at the giant eagle in brunstucky, gonna get plates for my car saturday morning then i finally get to DRIVE it to one of my moms friends houses who offered to fix the brakes for free. and the best thing that happened this week was. i acually found a girl in medina thats not a bitch and is intrested in me, so i may not be single sometime in the near future. tomorrow we're just gonna hang out after school n saturday me, her and a friend of hers are gonna go to the haunted house at blossem. if things work out as planned then this will be the best week ive had in a long time. :D
08:36pm 04/10/2004
mood: annoyed
judging by the type of person i am i may end up being a pychjologist (i know scary aint it?) but recently ive noticed things in ppl at medina and that makes me hate them. its just the way they work, they can be completely depressed about something and you say something sexual to them and suddenly they become all playful and happy. i mean theres this one freshman that was all sad bc her bf dumped her and me being myself i kinda let a sexual inuendo out and she suddenly became playful, and touchy. i mean im sorry if i offended her but just because i make one little comment doesnt mean she can latch herself onto me..especally when she got a sluttish reputation..knowing strait from her lips telling me how she almost got pregnant a few times. a girl like that is not one im looking for n if she says im an ass then o well thats her fault. even if she didnt have a slutty rep. i still wouldnt have gone for her bc that just shows that she doesnt like me she just wants to get back at her bf and i dont want to be any part of that. well im off
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07:26pm 03/10/2004
The \\
Last Cigarette:marlboro blend no. 27
Last Alcoholic Drink:everclear
Last Car Ride:coming back from resident evil
Last Kiss:not for a LONG time
Last Good Cry:same as above
Last Library Book:HA! me read?!?
Last book bought:lol
Last Book Read:we read give a boy a gun in class.. it was acually good
Last Movie Seen in Theatres:resident evil apocolypse
Last Movie Rented:umm i think my bro rented soul plane
Last Cuss Word Uttered:like i fuckin keep track of that shit
Last Beverage Drank:gatorade
Last Food Consumed:laffy taffy flavor flippers
Last Crush:i dun matter, got turned down
Last Phone Call:to greg
Last TV Show Watched:dunno
Last Time Showered:this morning
Last Shoes Worn:my cheapo route 66 ones from k mart
Last CD Played:tool aenima
Last Item Bought:laffy taffy
Last Download:smile empty soul - nowhere kids
Last Annoyance:your mom...no seriously that fuckin PREP rally on friday
Last Disappointment:findin out someone couldnt come to the movie with us
Last Soda Drank:diet mountain dew
Last Thing Written:this?
Last Key Used:?
Last Words Spoken:you!....i think you kow what word came before it ;)
Last Sleep:last night?
Last Ice Cream Eaten:vanilla
Last Chair Sat In:the one im sitting in now
Last Webpage Visited:www.totse.com

02:43am 03/10/2004
mood: lonely
well its about 2 45 and i cant sleep. i feel i dont fit anywhere anymore. i tried to fit in at revere but it didnt work n theres no real use in keeping in contact with them bc most of them dont give a shit or would be way better off without me ever entering their lives again. ive tried to fit in at medina with only having one person that is even close to a friend n everyone else is like "fuck you get away" so ive basically stopped trying. kate you seemed to have been wrong on that little thing you told me. hell, even at highland the only ppl that have kept in touch with me were druggies n ive basically quit that lifestyle. all the ppl i felt were so close to me are so distant. it seems that ive been a loner and might always be one..

lately ive been having lots of scenerios going through my head and i wonder how i have absolutly no value for my own life but i can have such value for other people. this makes me ponder something. i wonder if i called up the few that were inprtant to me and needed to talk if they would say to call in the morning...im pretty sure that would be a deciding factor in a few things
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01:23am 03/10/2004
  sometimes some things are better left alone like say doing shit at revere, or even keeping in contact with most of them  
10:13am 02/10/2004
mood: drained
ok im finally awake n am updating. the football game wasnt too good. for the excepting of a few people i feel like ive been banished from revere. i can count on one hand how many ppl acually seemed to want me there, everyone one else didnt really care or prolly didnt even want me there. i know as soon as i got there when walker saw me the first thing he did was say something to his radio and i saw one of the cops pick up theirs so he had the piggys watching me. after we went out to eat it got better bc me, aaron, dan, danny, and some other kid went to damons. well me am gonna go to see if i can find anyone to do anything tonight so im not sitting here not having anyone to talk to bc they are all at HC.

edit: ok, turns out im going to my grandmas bday party but that will only last about till 8
10:07pm 30/09/2004
  ok i was listening to this song and i feel it should be posted

Nowhere Kids
by Smile Empty Soul

Album : Smile Empty Soul
Submitted by : quinchito
Corrected by : twingamer25

In the land of dirt and plaster
Lies an army of a thousand nowhere kids
Losing ground and falling faster
Into a life that no one should have to live

We are the people that you hate
We are the bastards that you created
A generation with no face
A generation of all your sons and daughters

Behind the fake family image
Behind the smile of a thousand moms and dads
Inside the cage that we've been given
I see an image of the future that we don't have

We are the people that you hate
We are the bastards that you created
A generation with no face
A generation of all your sons and daughters

We are the people that you hate
The fucking bastards that you created
A generation with no face
A generation of all your sons and daughters

And what did you expect..
A perfect child?
Raised by tv sets..
Abandoned every mile
We never get respect..
Never a fair trial..
No one gives a shit ..
As long as we smile..

We are the people that you hate
We are the bastards that you created
A generation with no face
A generation of all your sons and daughters

We are the people that you hate
The fucking bastards that you created
A generation with no face
A generation of all your sons and daughters
09:31pm 28/09/2004
  this friday me n aaron are thinking of going to the game n afterwards getting ppl together n going somewhere to eat or something. if ur intrested either im me or leave something on here  
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11:50pm 27/09/2004
  The Dante's Inferno Test has banished you to the Seventh Level of Hell!
Here is how you matched up against all the levels:
Purgatory (Repenting Believers)Very Low
Level 1 - Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers)Very Low
Level 2 (Lustful)Very High
Level 3 (Gluttonous)Moderate
Level 4 (Prodigal and Avaricious)Moderate
Level 5 (Wrathful and Gloomy)Extreme
Level 6 - The City of Dis (Heretics)Very High
Level 7 (Violent)Extreme
Level 8- the Malebolge (Fraudulent, Malicious, Panderers)Very High
Level 9 - Cocytus (Treacherous)High

Take the Dante's Inferno Test

hmm so im a extremely violent, wrathful, non-god believing, fruadulent, lustful, treaturous son of a bitch...but you gotta love me XD

Hopelessly Romantic Geezer Named Alfred

What's Your Personality Type?
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im a geezer...booyah? lol